I know how I don’t want to be treated because of the way you treated me and I know how I deserved to be treated and how everyone deserves to be treated.
I don’t like anybody who will make fun out of my mistakes and how they are doing it with love. But, I deserve someone who will make me feel good about myself, who will love me for being myself and won’t try to change me.
Instead of someone who makes me cry, I deserve to be with someone who will make me happy and makes everything better.
When I most needed you, you were not there and thank you for that. I only need the one who stays.
You cheated on me, and I showed me that it’s not my fault. Thank you for leaving me for the other person. I dodged a bullet there. You saved me from many years of pain unknowingly.
Thank you for not loving me, now I know how to love myself. My scars tell a story with only on ending that I’ve survived, my stretch marks, my smile, my wired toss, I love everything of my imperfect body.
I should also thank you for being the worst thing that has ever happened to me, because of that I learned how to stand up for myself.
You showed me what a toxic relationship looks like, because of that I can enter into one again. Because you shattered my heart to tiny bits, I learned to pick all the broken piece of me and love them anyway. So, thank you for all of them.
I was ashamed for a long time and I allowed you to do what you did to me. I was ashamed to tell my family and friends that I still have a relationship with you after you did thing to me.
But, not anymore.
You saved me from me. You did the same thing what I wanted but couldn’t do, when you broke the relationship. Yes, it hurts a lot. But that pain is nothing compared to the lessons you taught me along the way.
I’ve turned the pain into power and I’ve become a better me.